happy b-day mum

Name: Hajjah Latipah Bt Bojeng
D.O.B : November 17, 1961.
Zodiac: Scorpion

wee ! happy b-day mum !
May God Bless && i will always love u ! :)
mwax mwax mwax !

langkah yang pergi

repeat mode: The Kill- 30seconds to mars.

dis song really turn me on eh ! nang rasa mcm mk nerais nenga lagu tok.
really means a lot. && i think lirik nya ng seswai gilakkkkk ngn aku. haha

Life goes on, && i keep on walking.
i dun want to look back.
never ever wanted to b dat way.
i had enough.
there will be no other chance & things will never change.
never seem to change.

sumtimes, i tried my very best to please sum1,
but at the same time,
i'm hurting myself,
for the sake of happiness & smile for sumbody else.
that's just me.
sacrificing my life for things that will never be mine.
but i learned so many things.
and i do appreciate things dat come my way.
Thank God, i'm able to face those circumstances.
:)

Yesterday, Today & d days after,
i will still keep my promises.

Thanks for cheering me up.
Thanks for filling up my days with laughter & joy.
Thanks for giving me strength to move on,
and find my own happiness.
perhaps, my happiness lies within u, who knows.
:)

Thank God.
Thank God.
Thank God.


Aku membuka mata di kala mata tertutup layu.
Aku membuka hati di kala hati tertutup sepi.

End.

beautiful day :)

thanks 4 brighten my day !

i wanted you. but i wanted to let u go. so much.

i wanted u. i wanted u.

Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me
I am sorry

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me,
I am sorry

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you,

I'm so sorry baby but
I've got to pack up and leave but
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

impressed with every single word dlm lirik tok..
means a lot to me, i guess.
so i guess, dis song really fit my situation at the moment.
i packed my things && leave behind all of d memories.
cos i think, dats the best dat i can do,
to make things rite.
i have no regret 4 doing so,
cos if dats the way it shud be,
i will sacrifice everything dat i cud,.
to make everyone happy.
:)
i wanted you. i wanted you.
but i rather move on.
stop pretending now.

today, today, let go off yesterday.

awake at 6.30am,
slept at 10.30pm

morning duniya,
morning everyone.
pray for the best, amin.

for those yg text aku las nite,
sori dear. dah tdo.
but still, waiting for at least 1 sms from some1.
but seems like, its not going to happen.
its okay, its me who shud be blamed.

hari tok,
still in calming myself down mode.
leave it to God.
& let time pass me by.
and i know, im not dat strong.
but i keep moving on.
there's no more space to fit me in.
i rather keep on walking.
maybe.

to be continue. .

song of the day: have you ever, Brandy.

today, 13.11.09
0103am

yesterday,.
ended too soon.
yesterday,.
i'll keep those memories behind,
captured it in my heart.
glad dat i cud see his smile.
talk to him && laugh wit his jokes.

thanks.

let go.

but i know to whom you should belong

lost.

dated, 111109.
Wednesday.

here i m.
home sweet home.
b back 4 good.
and i guess i need time for myself.

there's so many things left unsaid.
but its better for me to remain silence.
maybe thats better.

spend at abt an hour,
sitting all alone dkat pustaka.
thinking && keep on thinking.
wat shud i do next ?
to make things back to normal ?
isnt dat easy i guess.
so i juz leave it to god.

and i wish, i cud turn back time.
i miss him damn much.
i even blamed mysef, 4 what i did..

forgive me.
plz.

a promise

ive made a promise.
and i will keep it forever, til my last breathe.
& forever i will, keep it as a promise.
a promise dat will last forever,
for eternity.
a promise.
its a promised by me, for u.

:)

currently listening to, wonderful by everclear.
reminds me to cheer up && make my life wonderful !

songs dat fir my soul :)

my playlist ! :)

1. Selama cinta_Pilot Band
2. Tak seindah cinta yang semestinya_Naff
3. The Kill_30seconds to Mars
4. Thats when i love you_Aslyn
5. I wanted you_Ina
6. Lara Hati_Katon Bagaskara
7. Pergi_Aizat
8. Kita takkan pernah bersatu_Audy
9. Teruskanlah_Agnes Monica
10. Tak semestinya kita berpisah_Soft Band
11. Dicintai untuk disakiti_Ari
12. Aku Pergi_Nemo
13. Malaikat juga tahu_Dewi Lestari
14. Bukannya aku takut_Element
15. 6,8,12_Brian Mcknight
16. Here by me_Yuna
17. Blow me a kiss_Git Fresh
18. Aku bukan dirinya_Kunci
19. Im by ur side_Samantha Cole
20. What if_Ashley Tisdale

:) so, wats urs ?

selama cinta

by Pilot Band.

Review dr sha:

1st time dgr lagu tok, shioh ! reli polah aku piluk piluk piluk ! siyes, lirik nya mendlm glak2.. ng superb. so, aku rasa nk share wif u all lagu tok,. it was so sweet. && for me, ya meaningful gilak2, i mean it. enjoy :)

Hati lelah menanti jawaban yang tak kunjung datang karna engkau masih terus membisu,
Selalu saja keraguan itu menghalangi engkau untuk bersamaku
Jangan berpaling,
Yang Lalu, biarkanlah
Jangan sampai butakan hatimu
Yang Lalu., Lupakan

Selama Cinta terus bergetar didalam hatiku
Akan Ku simpan rasa cintaku ini untukmu
Selama Cinta terus berdetak didalam Jantungku
Kan ku tunggu hingga kau membuka pintu hatimu

Cukup lama sudah Ku rasakan..
keraguanmu yang mengisi hariku
Takkan terganti
Izinkanlah aku membawamu
hingga engkau dapat merasakan semua cinta dariku..
Yang Lalu, biarkanlah
Jangan sampai butakan hatimu.
Yang Lalu, Lupakan

Selama Cinta
Persis bercinta didalam JantungKu..
Akan Ku simpan rasa cintaKu ini

good-bye yesterday !

one more paper to go peeps !
&& im done, insya allah ! :)
Well, do wish me luck 4 tomorrow keh.
hep hep hooray !
:))

days gone by, and still..
im hoping for things dat wont change even a bit.
its okay with me, then.
cos, life move on hoh..
so, i move on. not now, really. myabe sumday.
but the question is, will i ?

a few days ahead, and i'll be gone.
leaving those memories behind.
memories that i will never ever forget.

aku berjanji kpd aku sndiri,
untuk mencintai semua kenangan yg pernah ada.
mencintai semua keindahan yg pernah terjadi, biarpun itu yang paling pahit,
biarpun itu yang menyakiti,
tapi, kenangan itu yang pernag buat aku bahagia.
mengecapi hari2 yang berlalu dengan senyuman & sedikit air mata,.
it was wonderful, obviously,
cos aku sik penah rasa mcm tok gilak :)
hell yeah, it was so wonderful :))

hari ini, hari esok & seterusnya,.
aku akan selalu ada untuk mengagumi kamu.
hari ini, hari esok, & seterusnya,
aku akan selalu ada untuk terus sayang kamu.

:)

untitled

ure missing someone,
and yet, u dont even know how to let them know.

u need the at the moment,
what should u do so dat they know abt it ?

ure telling everyone,
there's nothing between both of u,
but deep inside ur heart,
it isnt true.

i miss u so much, & i dont know wat to say.